Hey there,
I'm about to go into my freshman year of music school and I'm going in on my clarinet. My current plan is to pursue the music theory/composition degree, since I've always had a love for writing music.
For a bit of back story: I've played both clarinet and piano for a while now (about 9 years on clarinet and 7 on piano) and I love them both! I have always had an extremely hard time performing in front of people, but I was always pushed to perform. I'm not planning in majoring in performance, but something has happened recently that has made me question my decision of instruments for college. Basically, I decided to audition with clarinet at my school since I thought I wouldn't make it on piano due to the demand being much higher. I didn't think it would matter too much since my ultimate goal is composition.
Well, now that I've gotten a feel to what I'll be doing during college, I regret my choice of not trying to get in on piano. I've realized that my passion for piano is so much stronger than clarinet. I enjoy playing in band and small ensembles with clarinet, but solo work is something I just get so terrified and uncomfortable with. When I perform on piano, it's just different. Yes, I am still very very nervous, but I just have this feeling of excitement? I don't know how else to describe it.
I know this is long, but I thought it'd make more sense if you could see where I was coming from. I'm all set to go to school and study clarinet while doing the piano classes that all music majors have to take. I did manage to test out of the first two, but I feel that I'll be missing piano so much at college. I don't know what to do. Should I postpone my school and wait to audition on piano next year? Is it a smart choice to do two instruments? I'm sort of at a loss. My school does allow you to do two instruments. I didn't know this until way after I auditioned! I just feel I made a big mistake. I have a friend who's doing a double major in Music Ed. with her clarinet and Performance with piano. I would love to do something like that, but I'm unsure if it's a wise choice?
I hope this made some sense. I've really been struggling with this and would love some advice! Thank you in advance!
If you need any more details I can try and help with that
I'm about to go into my freshman year of music school and I'm going in on my clarinet. My current plan is to pursue the music theory/composition degree, since I've always had a love for writing music.
For a bit of back story: I've played both clarinet and piano for a while now (about 9 years on clarinet and 7 on piano) and I love them both! I have always had an extremely hard time performing in front of people, but I was always pushed to perform. I'm not planning in majoring in performance, but something has happened recently that has made me question my decision of instruments for college. Basically, I decided to audition with clarinet at my school since I thought I wouldn't make it on piano due to the demand being much higher. I didn't think it would matter too much since my ultimate goal is composition.
Well, now that I've gotten a feel to what I'll be doing during college, I regret my choice of not trying to get in on piano. I've realized that my passion for piano is so much stronger than clarinet. I enjoy playing in band and small ensembles with clarinet, but solo work is something I just get so terrified and uncomfortable with. When I perform on piano, it's just different. Yes, I am still very very nervous, but I just have this feeling of excitement? I don't know how else to describe it.
I know this is long, but I thought it'd make more sense if you could see where I was coming from. I'm all set to go to school and study clarinet while doing the piano classes that all music majors have to take. I did manage to test out of the first two, but I feel that I'll be missing piano so much at college. I don't know what to do. Should I postpone my school and wait to audition on piano next year? Is it a smart choice to do two instruments? I'm sort of at a loss. My school does allow you to do two instruments. I didn't know this until way after I auditioned! I just feel I made a big mistake. I have a friend who's doing a double major in Music Ed. with her clarinet and Performance with piano. I would love to do something like that, but I'm unsure if it's a wise choice?
I hope this made some sense. I've really been struggling with this and would love some advice! Thank you in advance!
If you need any more details I can try and help with that
