Anyone else feeling depressed?

Im trying to be strong for my D....but I keep thinking of the loss. I keep reminding myself that there is greater loss that people are experiencing , but it doesn't negate the loss my D has experienced. Much of it is music based...All state, State Music Festival, School Theatre Production, Honors Recital, 3 Summer Programs, School Spring Concert , Voice Lessons, Scholarships, Classical Singer Live Judging, Jr Prom....and I could go on.... it's the uncertainty that scares me. I haven't admitted that to anyone...and esp not my D. She seems "ok" right now. It's just all such a let down. I've talked to her about pursuing "a non essential" career. She hasn't even been able to take or schedule SAT testing. She was supposed to take them in March and again in May and everything has been canceled. I'm ok with being a recluse, but there's so much loss for these kids.... it makes me sad. Im pouting here, so I don't do it at home. . Anyone else with me?
I've been so happy reading all the acceptances. It has really brightened my days, I'm so happy for ALL of you and your kids!!!