Hi guys, I'm really torn about my major in college. I was wondering if you have any advice ? So i've been playing piano since i was 5. I took private lessons and participated in national competitions quite several times and in some i won the first place. Ever since highschool, i had decided i wanted to study music in college. I even already had my first recital due to my parents and teacher's encouragement. It was a moment that i was proud about. But now i'm in college studying classical piano, i have been having doubts if i chose the right major. All i do now is just cry when i sit in front of the piano to practice. I don't know if it's me having stress bcs audition time is coming or i have just completely not enjoying it anymore. It's stricter than ever before in the lessons. Every note is played by certain rules and i'm afraid that i will be sick of these rules. I don't want to not be happy while practicing but i can't help that i've been feeling super down and not in the mood in more than a week now. Idk if it's normal. Some say to change my major and i don't know. At times i think i will change it, but some other time i also feel like i'm not sure if it's the right decision. Do you have an advice? Thankyou.
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